stay put and play along

Greedily feeding your ego by belittling others can only satisfy for so long..

Natalie — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 07:07:20 +0000

when a ships start capsizing
Where art thou?
I’ve got to find people with the same moral fibre and values. Just so many crooked frame of minds, I know my ‘leisure’ dabbling activities is not all holy, im speaking not just in one life department but all. Just those who carry similar, not asking for a mirror.
You want to help these people, but no words would do good if their intensions are negative stood, they know it’s wrong and act all surprised when scenario errupts. I ignore out of frustration and bottle up, definately not the abbrupt mood swing that they think I’ve blown up.
You’ve got to watch your intensions wether or not they become a realistic act, you’re thinking of the crime don’t leap in for the dirty sweet snack.
Saying you stand by this and don’t think like that, doesn’t give you a green hat to flag innocence.
Good friends arnt meant to mind, but it’s hard to not absorb when you’re talking about it all the time.

My little fiasco! Initially didn’t plan on making it rhyme.
I can’t be direct because your blind naive from your perfect self perception, you need a raw reality check.

Boats sinking, slipping off down the decks.

hearty happy for the spring nights

Natalie — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 13:24:56 +0000

Beautiful Life..

Natalie — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 15:58:33 +0000

Do you think that force/individual or whatever/whom ever it is you believe beyond our human force, Do you think they select who’s to depart this walking surface? They take the beautiful life of those whom have made such great impact, or are all our lives that beautiful? Is it only when death comes that we see this? To know that a beautiful life isn’t amongst us shatters me. He was such a jolly kid, full of energy and man his smile shined so strong. I know this sounds stupid but I’ve always wondered what it’ll be like if I ever lost someone other than family, forgive me but there’s even been a couple times where I’ve thought about what would happen if my own life were to be taken away. Who will attend my funeral, what flowers, what words will be said about me. This glimpse sickens me, and no matter whom dies, it feels the same. Lost for words, the back of your throat dries out, your stomach shakes, it’s devastating. Even though we we’re not as close, Jason you’re departure has struck me in ways to live life to it’s fullest, to appreciate the time and company of those you have. You’ve touched alot of people, and I know you’re looking down on us knowing that you’ve done so. It seems like you’ve left your footprint and a smiley face in every corner.. looking at your photos make me smile, because I’m glad I’ve come across someone like you in my life. Your free spirited nature is hard to find, you will be missed. Your smile reminds me of your brother’s, both Tommy and Andy’s. I know it’s still too soon, but they will live on and laugh what you could have baby boy! It feels like everything is pre-determined. Jase I should’ve just went lunch with you, you little… haha You said we should catch up after your hsc, they were only moments away that would never come now Jase, felt like you touched everyone you were brought down here for and left.. left for us to be stronger and better people perhaps? Your family will pull strong together champ, I’ll go to bed and pray for both you and them.

R.i.p Jason Tran (Feb 1992-Sep 2009)

With love, Natalie.

p.s I know my sister was helping your girlfriend cope and she too will miss your lovely presence. .

The type I’d turn for: Jen Brill

Natalie — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 18:00:16 +0000

Wouldn’t you?

Shame Mr Terry Richardson put the ring on the left! Most definately under the tres ultra cool duo in my books. She’s got this crazy sex appeal I can’t get over and nevertheless, a sense of style I digg, ya digg?

I’ve read somewhere that you fall in love with the those whom possess qualities you currently do not have, green tick.

I’m going to fill it up

Natalie — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 17:17:15 +0000

Classique

Natalie — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:44:27 +0000

barely walked the surface of this ground

Natalie — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:10:12 +0000

& here’s the acoustic take

Unique to my ears, that’s what I like.